rant bc I'm not ok
by:
BabyBunnyBoi 
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88
02.05.2021
35 comments
BabyBunnyBoi[OP]
02.05.2021 02:50
LinkI ****ing can't I can't deal with this shit anymore make me disappear I don't wanna be here just please I wanna cry my soul out I don't know what to do anymore I just wish I could be what everyone thinks I can be, I'm just a teenager with a ****ed up backstory afraid of what other people think
BabyBunnyBoi[OP]
02.05.2021 02:52
LinkLike who the hell knows whats going on in my twisted mind, I feel ****ing crazy, I feel like everyone thinks I'm faking which is probably whats happening, the stereotypical teenager with ****ed up parents fakes depression to get attention
BabyBunnyBoi[OP]
02.05.2021 02:54
Linkafter all, its what she didn't get in her life, its understandable she wants it now
BabyBunnyBoi[OP]
02.05.2021 02:56
LinkI'll admit it i do want some attention, a human ****ing connection, I want functional parents in my ****ing life, but I don't deserve it, I don't, I don't deserve anything I have, I want too much and I don't appreciate the things I have
BabyBunnyBoi[OP]
02.05.2021 03:09
Linklike, I'm ****ing jealous, I envy the people who have good lives, who are able to put food on the table, who don't have ****ed up parents, u just want to let my bones finally break under all the pressure I'm under, to let them disintegrate and for me to be done with all of this, just let my whole body dissappear, I know I sound edgy, but having my parents split up ontop of the fact I have about a million assignments and chores to do, my body feels so tired, I feel so worn down. I feel like my mom expects me to do JUST FINE with all of this going down around me, my whole world is crumbling and falling apart and I can't do anything about it
BabyBunnyBoi[OP]
02.05.2021 03:17
LinkI don't know what to do, and the fact that my parents had a fight not that long ago ****ed me up, I'm putting away dishes and I lean on the counter and start crying, I'm a ****ing crybaby, like, can i go one fight, ONE ****ING FIGHT and not have an anxiety attack? Or not cry about it? I cry about everything, and I just can't stop it, it feels like someone turns a faucet on behind my eyes and it all just comes out, my blank feelings just pouring out all over my cheeks and all over the counter, gosh I ****ing hate my anxiety, I just wanna hurt myself as punishment but I don't, I don't do it because I wouldn't be able to live with my shitty self if someone found out
BabyBunnyBoi[OP]
02.05.2021 03:21
LinkI feel so tired, I want to live up to people's expectations, to my teacher's expectations, but I feel like I'm falling behind in this infinite race we call life, like I'm the last billionth person to achieve anything just because of my shitty backstory and ****ed up thoughts
BabyBunnyBoi[OP]
02.05.2021 03:25
Linkok I'm done, hopefully bc I know yall don't want me dumping my feelings on ya
chcolate10
02.05.2021 03:28
LinkHey!
Thats ok.
I am a wreck rn.
BabyBunnyBoi[OP]
02.05.2021 03:40
Linksame, hating my body and my life go brr
BabyBunnyBoi[OP]
02.05.2021 03:40
Linkbut you can talk to me if you want, just letting you know <3
Im so sorry that people think these things of you.
I really am.
I don't know what your going through,,
But if I can help in any way,, let me know..
Hey..
Anytime.
I am pretty much a personal therapist for some people,,
So if you want a session,,
Let me know ok?
I just don't feel like it though, and in all honesty I'm sorry for dumping this all over I'm just so chaotic
Hey, hey hey!!!
NEVER. EVER. BE SORRY FOR TELLING SOMEONE HOW YOU FEEL. ever.
Im so so sorry that this is happing and I feel terrible..
I want to be in your place.
Take my life.
Take it
I don't like it anyway.
noo if you take my life, you'll deal with anxiety and a bunch of other shit
so you wouldn't mind some trauma, counseling and a dysfunctional family?
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listen kiddo i love the heck out of you, idc if anyones hurt you ily ily ily im your friend and i care abt you pls im going to make you feel like your life is worth it bc it already is ily ily
hhh it will be a happy cry if you keep on saying ily to me, you make me feel so special-
love, I want to let you know I love you so much and I know it's a lot to deal with and I am so sorry this is happening to you rn, I wanna make you feel better just let me know if you need something or just wanna vent because I will always be here and I will listen to all of your vents and rants because when you feel upset I want to do everything I can do to make you feel better, whether it is leaving you alone or letting you pour your heart out to me. I hope you know you can trust me and that I love you so so much <33
I know that I can trust you hon, and honestly in these situations I crave for hugging tbh- or just full out venting, but I'm glad you'll let me pour my heart out, just know I'll let you do the exact same, because I'm stuck with u, u wanna know why? Because I love you and I don't want you to feel bad in any way possible <3