trying not to sob in class
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lxCottonxl 
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24.09.2024
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lxCottonxl[OP]
24.09.2024 14:50
Linkim so used to texting them at this time about wgat i made in culinary☹ not to mention that my classmate has a kuromi sticker, inkie had some on their old headphones
lxCottonxl[OP]
24.09.2024 14:57
Linkit's actually so physically painful missing someone icannot handle it i have been in the worst pain ever these past 2 days😇
this morning i was sobbing for an hour straight sending them messages that they'll NEVER READ because they're DEAD this is gneunely so unfair.😭
pug they killed themself☹ i appreciate it and i do love talking to you too and i'd love to continue talking to you because you're one of my best friends but they're ****ing dead and there's nothing i can do about it
i wishi had pretty nails but i ate them last time o got them sob!!! and ive been trying to distract myself, kinda hard when my phone is taken once im home!!!😭 i genuinely cannot do my schoolwork because of this, everylittle thing reminds me of my friend they were so young☹ their birthday was coming up too,,,octobr 7th. if iam alive by then im celebrating their birthday, and thank you pug
when i had fake nails done i ate them anywya😭they were so pretty too,,,rip cakey nails. i need to stop eating my nails and skin i need something else to chew on😭
im fine for now, im trying to wait to see if my friend will somehow come back. maybe they failed and are in the hospital or somehting.idont know but life sucks and most people suck things do NOT get better!!!and you do a pretty good job pug don't stress it so muchnej😞 and yeahh it does help which is why im always EAINTG snacks ilove snakcs, can'twait to eat brownie!!!!! im about to go to lunch so iwill be gone for about half an hour
THATZ OTAY I'm glad ur eatinggggg and I was probably gonna get off and yknow do other things idk when I'll be back on fa honestly it could be tomoorrwww or a month from now idk! But I'm gonna play Splatoon I really wanna 5 star SPLATANA wiper deco I loooove splatanas so muchhhhh ggegegehee :333 and il try not to stress ab it my brain hyper fixates on bad stuff too easily and I over think so muchhhhh gahhhhhhh I'm trying to work on it but it's hard
i ate brownies they were yummy, i shared withmy friend she REALLY enjoyed them. i will miss youstay safe pug!!!!1 whenever you come back i'll probably be here waiting, goodluck with getting thattt and i know what you mean,it's good that you're working on it iam proud pf you🩷
Pleease feel better I think its good to cry at home when youre alone try to hold it in in class🙏