then some kids humping the seat infrotn of him and the bus is so fulcijg hot so i feel like im gonna throw up

How is it only thursday pls im gonna lose it. I cant beleiev i actually cried infront my guiadance coujselour thay was so embarrassing

But i finally have a place to go to calm down if i get really upset snd want to do something bad i thought she would be upset with me because i didnt schedule an appointment but she was so nice and. I dont know i went back ti class and i was feeling better a little

She also talked to me about using nonverbal cues and i have never felt more happy but it made me feel like my mom would call me a baby even though she is a special ed teacher she nade fun of me for wanting a necklace that yio chew on but then she got a necklace for me receltnly apparently to suck on but i told her it would be hard to bite since its metal and she called me weird

I didnt tell her that i was avout to rip out my hair when i was stressed because at my old school 2 years ago when i told them i wanted to die they called a police officer in the office and my step dad had to bring me home

My guidance counselor right now has a sign that says everything you say in here stays in here unless you are going to hurt yourself or others and it says other stuff i dont rem.ber

I wanted to apologize to her for crying but i would started crying more and she does not need to deal with me when i am crying over apologizing that shit takes forewver for me to calm down itshorrible

BRUH WHAT HELP

I always try to get the back one seater back of the bus and turn up my music super loud and then bop around to my music and pray nobodies watching when im on the bus

i really hope it wasnt metal

kids throe paper balls and sharp broken pieces of the school forks

And sprau water everywhere anf scream