Maybe it's just me being paranoid,, but I think theres something wrong, idk,,, Also someone i considered a friend kinda left, I feel guilty for the worst reasons,,

I don't know, I kind of wish she didn't put the blame on friends because that just made me feel guilty for no reason. She said she doesn't feel right with her friends, which makes me think I need to change myself over and over again just to be considered a good friend in her eyes. Also,, I've had a fever for a while now and my temperature hasn't gone down at all, and it's worrying me. Like today my nose burns and when i breathe it feels like I'm constantly going to sneeze, and yesterday I felt like I was constantly going to throw up so I walked slow and took it easy,, I'm not really in the mood for anything and when I see food I feel sick..