So um I believe i own everyone a apology for everything and um I'm sorry from the bottom of my heart I'm not doing this for attention I really am depressed I have been diagnosed with depression and Anxiety, and I believe that I am no good and I should die um I have attempted suicide before and I don't think I'm afraid to try again if that makes everyone happy I hate myself and wish I were someone else as well....but um this is it um I'm not gunna kill myself unless you really want me to I just wanted to say sorry and explain that I was hospitalized for suicide attempt and almost again this year for the same reason and my depression is always here I just hide it but sometimes I just can't hide it and I'm sorry.. .