So I wrote out my day dream with every intention of drawing art for it soon Now listen.. I'm not a famous author or anything I'm just a 15 year old with a brain development problem So honestly? Might not be the best But I tries okay 🙄

Anyway enjoy

Karma: "Are you ready?" -she looks up to her life long partner, his eyes staring back at her. The forest was quiet and the only sounds now were the birds and their own voices. The warm silky sun felt comforting for what was about to happen- -The man took off the deer skull over his head, granting the love of his life a look in his eyes for the first time in a long time- Sol: "I'm ready as I'll ever be.." -his voice trailed off as he caressed the woman's sun kissed freckled cheek, she was more beautiful to him now than in any other time- They both picked up their respective blades, this was the answer to their curse of immortality, they'd do it together..and be together finally in the after life The woman started to cry, big tears running down her cheeks but her smile stayed strong "I-I had fun.." Sol: -he chuckled and wiped the tears from her face, unbeknownst to him, his own face running with tears. He gave her a smile before closing his eyes. "I-I had fun too."

The woman closed her eyes as well, the fresh breeze bringing his scent back to her, a scent shed known all too well for as long as she could remember..the forest was still now, even the birds knew this was a moment to be still and silent Sol spoke first, a firm and shaky tone in his voice "three.." Then Karma, who's voice cracked and broke with each letter "T-Two.." And then both together "One" Both plunging their weapons into eachothers hearts But sol didn't feel the kind of pain he thought he would, no pain at all actually He opened his eyes and looked down, a stick poking his chest in place of the woman's knife. He was mortified, looking up at her with his hand still on the blade that was to take her life. She was smiling, those beautiful cheeks flowing rivers of tears full of pain that wouldn't ever be known by the world, her voice breaking the silence and his heart "W-Whoops...h-hehheh..s-sorry s-sunny..i-i couldn't..I couldn't do it" His world was running in slow motion, it was all crumbling

The woman fell into his arms and he held her close, he could now acknowledge the painful teats running down his cheeks, holding onto her desperately "Y-You liar!!! Y-You si-sick liar! W-Why wou-would you do th-this to me?! Why?!" The look in his eyes spoke a thousand unknown, painful words. He was losing her by the second, she was gasping for air and the life was dripping away from her like a faucet that'd been left for too long, her voice was all he could focus on- "h-hey d-dont..l-look so sad- i-i lied..i-im sorry- b-but this way..you'll learn t-to love th-tgis world li-like I do..every f-flower and animal..e-every sound and silence..y-you..y-you never got a c-chance t-to see it all..y-you...y-you can love it all, i-i know you can..b-because you..y-you love me" -his heart sank at her words, she knew all this time..all this time and she was just acting blunt, all these years of admiring her..hating the world and the people in it..the people who hurt her, and she still loved it?

He was seething, she knew he loved her and still went back to the cruel world that hurt her so many times before, it made him sick. He could feel her body growing weaker, starting to sob "I c-cant do this w-without you! I-I can't! Y-Youre s-so stupid! H-hurry u-up stab me!" -all the woman could do was chuckle softly and bring her weak bloody hand to his cheek, rubbing the tears away from his face "P-Please..f-find y-your love in th-this world like I did.." -he could feel it, in a matter of seconds she'd be gone and he'd have nothing. He leaned into her hand and nodded slowly, watching those eyes he'd grown to love for years beyond years. All he could do was stay quiet while she spoke once more- "Y-You know..i-i really like looking at your eyes..i-its nice to see them e-every once in a while" -he chuckled, pulling her closer and hugging her, hearing her speak for one last time "i-i think..I think i-im in love with y-you Sol" E n. D

Anyway I've literally never wrote a story in my life and like I said I'm no writer so if there's something off you think I should fix please tell me It's not like I'll be posting it anywhere But if it's for the sake of making it easier for me to read in the future Gemme

Isn't it so depressing to think that I've been trying to kms lately and literally everything My entire world is my ocs- so I mean everything Would just be forgotten if I succeeded? Really If I died tomorrow The story would stop here And there's a whole world I want to share that's in my head And I don't care if the theater is empty I still want to share my store with the world But it could all disappear Because reality is so horrible to this 15 year old who's stuck in his own head My entire world might never be shared because I was pushed off the edge and actually did it Hah I guess This is something to live for

Yeah. I don't like day dreaming about myself My ocs just have a much more interesting life Besides More lore 😈

I can 100% write that shit don't doubt the fact that I haven't already day dreamed about it

Honestly For every single rp I've had with someone If it's not interesting enough for me to daydream about I "forget" about it

No it's okay! I get it tho, people used to do that with me all the time- especially because I use my oc Karma so much

Well to be fair, you don't know when you'll rp with that person again- I have this one friend that I'm so close to cannon-ly- shipping with Karma istg- I've been friends with them for like 4 years now? And we always use the same ocs to rp together and I think if you have a relationship like that you'll be able to better take care of your ocs as well I sound stupid. What I'm trying to say is role-playing with a stranger vs a good friend is different youknow? A wwyd and ship rp with a stranger is bound to be fast but with a good friend you wanna dive deep into their character just as much as they are for yours

Can I tell you my favorite quality about your role play style?

My favorite quality about your rp style is definitely that you're very inclusive! I've role-played with a lot of people your age- and younger I think..it's hard to remember But what I noticed is that they would often side track the wwyd or the rp with their own little story on the side, and give their characters absolutely inhumane emotions Literally! One time I was in qn rp and at this time my oc karma was kinda rude- but they were literally just supposed to be at the beach right? Guess what they made happen instead-? Their oc got kidnapped by a gang of thevies or mafia men or whatever and my ocs had to go rescue them And I was talking to them and I was like..."this was supposed to be just a good time at the beach" lmao So I really like that when I rp with you we can both get in some lore with each interaction without making it about one oc- Although I'd love to give you some tips if you want any! You seem to always be saying something abt ur wwyds and I see people ignoring them a lot and I'm sorry

God damn I talk too much

Well I'm really glad you came to this site I really enjoy your company