YOU ALMOST WENT A FULL GOD DAMN WEEK FEELING ALL HAPPY AND FINE WHERE THE **** DID YOU SLIP UP? WHY THE **** DID YOU SLIP UP? SCRATCHES AREN'T ENOUGH, YOU ****TARD. WHY CAN'T YOU JUST BLEED? WHY THE **** DO YOU WORRY SO MUCH? WHY DO YOU HAVE TO BE SO SCARED? "What if.." "What if..." WHAT IF? YOU'RE JUST A GOD DAMN PIECE OF SHIT. THAT'S ALL YOU EVER WILL BE. YOU'RE THIS ****ING YOUNG. AND YOU CAN'T EVEN DO ANYTHING RIGHT. YOU'RE TOO AFRAID OF THE FUTURE. AND TO EMOTIONAL ABOUT THE PAST. EVERYONE YOU LOVE WILL LEAVE YOU.