Why does it hurt so much..? Why does it hurt me so much when they say "Goodbye" or "goodnight" ..? Why? Why? WHY? WHY ME? WHY DOES EVERY GOODBYE OR GOODNIGHT FEEL LIKE THE LAST..!? IT.. I.. It hurts so much.. I can't breath I finally.. Finally get to rest why..? I finally was happy.. Whyd I fall? WHY? WHY DID I HAVE TO FALL INTO THE EXACT PLACE I WORKED SO DAMN HARD TO ESCAPE Why am I such.. Such a *****? Yeah.. ***** matches.. Why? That's the question of the year; Why? Why am I such..such alike myself..? Why am I who I am..? I'm pathetic.. why is everyone so blind to tell? I-.. First.. Me and my dad's family went to a water park.. one of the lifeguards was creepily watching me ..as if he was waiting for me to drop my guard Then, my cousin comes over while everyone's either out doin smth or asleep.. he sexually assaults me and harasses me.. I- I then got threatened by my father over A DAMN MARKER I draw in myself when I'm stressed, bored, etc On* And so I did it to my face.. M

AAAAAHAHAHHAHAJW honestly i wanna attach all of my vents into on portfolio just so i can laugh at them all 😭