kitty dog
Vulcão's as a wolf
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JACKSEPTICEYE
I wanna be an astronaut
Nani?! Omae wa mou shindeiru
Sorry about thattt

14 comments
MaxiTheNerd[OP]
15.11.2025 03:52
LinkIll try not to post when i relapse cuz i usually am not thinking straight at all sorry guys
MaxiTheNerd[OP]
15.11.2025 03:58
LinkI might start doing more gore art idk im not really looking forward to a gore study though😭😭 like i dont wanna be looking at that but if i want to draw it i have to study it ive been doing scale studies lately for my realism art works and ive found it helpful
MaxiTheNerd[OP]
15.11.2025 04:00
LinkStill working on my anatomy studies i doodled a side view of some bird person in math class today and i think it looked better than any side persepctive ive done which is kinda crazy since it was in pen
MaxiTheNerd[OP]
15.11.2025 04:01
LinkI didnt eat dinner because i was having an episode and now im scared my mom will be mad that i need food 😭
MaxiTheNerd[OP]
15.11.2025 04:01
LinkCuz its 11pm
its okay dude dont worry about it
just make sure you clean the cuts & get good sleep when you can and maybe do something that calms you down
I have some of the context. I saw the last post, but didn't say anything. I'm really bad with people's psychology, but I think you should draw what you are thinking of, if it helps relieve some part of you, but try your hardest not to manifest it if it's bad into reality. I don't know what else to say to try and help you out (again, bad with people).
Try to improve yourself. And know that there are people, strangers/outsiders or friends, who want to help you, but it usually requires initiative from you (seek it). I hope the best for you.
Thank you genuinely this means a lot to me
Ive been wanting to put my feelings and thoughts into my art for a very long time its just a matter of skill and patience a lot of the time. I have therapy right now though i dont know if i should tell her about my addiction since i dont want my mom to know because ill get everything taken away from me and ill be alone again which just makes everything worse. Ive been trying to deal with it myself but ive come to a point where my self harm doesn't make me feel as guilty as it used to, so im doing it more often because of that. I post a lot of my struggles on fa but i also keep a lot to myself as well so theres other stuff that i think is more important than trying to solve my addiction. Its also a matter of caring, i dont really care all that much about it because i dont think it effects me too badly. But yesh im sorry to ramble.