vent: ive honestly never been so ****ing lonely in my entire life but then again im still a child so who knows maybe ill go through worse in the future. i honestly just wanna turn 16, get a job, a license, and save up to move close to where my best friend lives. i honestly really want ****ing out of here espically since i dont really have everything i usually do to cope and go through this shit at home. I just wanna run away and phyiscally feel the warmth of the hug of my best friend. honestly hearing him say everything is going to be okay just makes me feel so much better i would just love to hear him rn. so bad.