gonna be honest w/ u all
by:
plushphone 
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112
09.01.2022
11 comments
plushphone[OP]
09.01.2022 19:34
Linkreffering to romantic relationships btw i couldn’t fix it in 🧍♂️
anyway yeah my entire knowledge of them is based around fictional and what i’ve seen and heard from other people
never been in one and feel no romantic feelings at all so i will never be in one bcs i’d feel nothing towards the other person
plushphone[OP]
09.01.2022 19:35
Linku can call me a heartless ***** all u any but atleast im honest abt it
i have rejected someone on here before. i have had people tell me that they used to like me. i felt discomfort in that bcs i know for a fact i’d never reciprocate that to.. anyone
plushphone[OP]
09.01.2022 19:37
Linkand i !! kinda hate to actually !
barely anyone understands how i feel. i don’t have someone there who i know feels the same and that honestly makes me feel like ?? there is smth wrong w/ me
and the more i see people talking abt of how normal it is to feel this and that ! and how a lot of people also feel that i honestly feel like ???? weirdly guilty
i feel guilty because i can’t feel an emotion. it makes me kinda feel empty tbh
plushphone[OP]
09.01.2022 19:46
Linki hate making posts like these bcs it always comes off as either edgy or a 12 year old running around saying how they’ll never love anyone
but if i’ve felt like this for ?? what ? 4/5 years that i’ve paid attentions to my emotions ???
i think if it was that i’d of grown out of it
As an aroace, neither do I know too much about how romantic relationships work at all, i have the knowledge so far from my friends experiences and relationships seen on tv
Though I'm looking forward to at least have few ocs with romantic relationships
But it's so hard if you are inexperienced and barely have the knowledge at all
to be completely honest i barely even understand romantic relationships and the actual,, real point of them
like ? it just comes off to me as “ur friends but u can have sex if u want”
it seems honestly pointless 🧍♂️
I mean, as far as I know and can recall, it's like a really strong friendship, stronger than being close friends, tbh I barely even know how they work so LA LA LA why do I care since I'm aroace
I never really felt any sexual or romantic attraction to others, not even once in my life
i’ve never rlly felt it either
nor does the thought of me in a relationship like that ever rlly ? sit right w/ me
like all i want r friends i don’t Need a romantic relationship
Same here like help who needs romantic relationships if you got some homies with you
Though since we're in puberty and in a wild age, I'd prefer not to be on any romantic relationships till I'll be an adult
But I doubt my sexuality would change during my adulthood
I'm aro-spec (as u know) but I have felt it before (although it was a rlly long time ago now) so I'm gonna like try to explain it in a non-cringy way.
It's (in my experience) kind of like a friendship but it's different in the way that you just constantly wanna be around the person and i dont wanna say ur heart swells but idk how else to describe it but it kind of feels like you cant breathe a bit in the chest area.
I don't know, it's complicated and I haven't felt it since I was 12 lmfao.
it's not exactly,, like pleasant but its kind of an ""exciting"" feeling i guess.
but that was also a middle school crush and not exactly real so thats love from the perspective of a 12 year old who probably was never gonna feel it again