I started a zoom call today but when I started cooking my sister yelled at me, I told everyone that I was going to go away because...who wants to see me cry right!? It’s annoying...this shot happens a lot though
I push people away..
It’s my own fault
Oh, but that’s ok my dude. Stuff happens. It’s not your fault. If you don’t want pep seein ya cry, it’s ok. It’s not your fault at all really. From what I can tell, you did nothing irrational.
I ****ed up everything
Of course I can never just have a good day
I always wake up happy
Then my day goes downhill
Or
I wake up depressed af
And my day gets better
But that shits rare
It’s not your fault, it’s fine. I understand that feeling.
But you have to realize that- the more you worry about things going wrong, and the more likely you think things’ll go wrong- the more likely it’ll go wrong . I’m sorry I can’t be on here more often. My school blocked flipanim on the iPads.
It’s fine...I just really wish I didn’t have to go through this shit even after legitimately going blind in one eye because of ALMoSt offing myself
Shouldn’t they be giving me a break!?
;w; I’ll shut up now