okay this is awkward im alive.
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lxCottonxl 
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27.08.2024
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lxCottonxl[OP]
27.08.2024 11:46
Linkaagghjh it's been a looong summer. so much has happened i genuinely cnnot remember it all. all my attempts failed tho so iguess im still alive????? unfortunatrly. sorry for those of you that i've worried arhjss ive been living with my grandma recently because the stuff with mum, and i got (forced) into counselling so uh!!! yh,,,this schoolyear is gonna be long lmfao i hate school im extremely paranoid i do NOT need counselling im just an average teenager
lxCottonxl[OP]
27.08.2024 11:50
Linki still do very much miss my fp and my cat.everything sucks without them, and on top of that my bestie left me too idont knw why everyines leavng me?????ive gotten sm worse over the summer
Man i remember i was scrolling through my follows and thinking where have u been 😭
i disappeared having the worst summer ive ever experienced😛 plus i almost died several times, even just yesterdat i nearly got into a car crash and hit my head superhard it still hurts, im back now tho (unfortunately,,,,) you're awesome tho!!! sorry for disappearing for so long lmao, i kinda missed this site even if ihate it
Aw ur life is getting worse 😭😭
Did you go to a psychologist or something that might help you?
i saw a counselor yesterday, and im gonna see her again soon i forgot when. they;re also gonna see if i need to be put on meds (i dont need meds im normal) i do not want help im being forced into it so i probably wont benefit from any of it but wtv!!! i can't wait for the weekend already, im going to thw park which will be much much better
Do you have any mental disorder? That might explain why u hate noise and you're very paranoid
i haven't been diagnosed with anything but im on a waiting list for an autism assessment (i know it's not a mental disorder btw) (i have been for 2 years. nearly 3, i would actually kill for that diagnosis it's taken ages and STILL nothing.) and i probably have something else not exactly sure yet tho because im no professional!!!! but it's definitely something, i am NOT well mentally i've literally been destroying my life over someone i datrd for 3 months and im unhealthily obsessed with them even tho theyhvae me blocked on everything (except for pinterest) im normal im normal im NORMAL!!!!!
