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Queen-Cheetah 
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21.02.2020
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Queen-Cheetah[OP]
21.02.2020 12:40
Linkoops its on private lmao
How?? Im not rude to ppl unless their rude to me so no its not rude and i am who i am
im not changing to fit how people want me to >:/
Well soemtimes you have to be nice or nomone will be nice back. Im not telling you to change to how i want you to be im aaking you TO BE A NICE PERSON.
And itsone time of trying not to be rude. Not your whole personality
NOT EVERYONE IS A NICE PERSON/A BIT NICE, INCLUDING ME, ESPECIALLY IF THEY'VE BEEN THRU SHIT, AND DONT START DRAMA OVER ME SAYING THIS AND THAT IF IT DOESNT SOUND RUDE
IM NOT TRYING TO START ****IMG DRAMA. IM JUST ASKING YOU TO NOT BE RUDE ONE TIME. IS THAT TOO ****ING MUCH TO ASK FOR??
Look, lets just say i get mad over little things like what your saying
I don't like people saying i have to be nice bc my life isnt always depending on being nice
lets face it
Not trying to bring in my personal life of anything, but ive reflected on shit that has made me mean, and not be such a nice person, and it started when i was 6
So thats why im mean
I try not to be
But im ending it here
Fine. I honestly dont care anymore. The amount of times youve made me feel like everything was my fault, like i was the worst person in the world, like i was better of dead is more times too many.
Being nice is good. If you be nicd, others will be nice back. Its how society works. If you canf be nice then welp, you wont be treated nicely either
I TRY TO BE NICE BUT THE SHIT IVE BEEN THRU MADE ME WORSE
I WANT TO BE NICE BUT IM ALWAYS AVOIDING IT
I CANT HELP IT
YOU DONT KNOW WHAT ITS LIKE TO GO THRU DOMESTIC VIOLENCE AND ABUSE AND BE MESSED UP AND MEAN
I TRY BUT ITS TO HARD
I REFLECT AND SEE SHIT I SHOULDNT
EVER SINCE I WAS 7 YRS
NO ONE UNDERSTANDS
BRUH. UJDERSTAND OTHERA HAVE FEELINGS YOU KNOW? LIKE YEAH I DONT KNOW WHAT YOUVE ****IMG BEEN THROUGH BUT I KNOW THAT IT IS POSSIBLE TO BE NICE ONLINE. AND THAT OTEJRS HAVE GONE THROUGH STUFF ITS NOT JUST YOU LIKE YOU THINK IT IS
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I dont think im able to be kind when i hear words like this everyday:
Shitbag
****face
*****
Dickhead
Cocksucker
Asshole
****ing dirtbag
Also my mum says she wishes i was never born
Do u know how that makes me feel?
How do you think YOU make me feel? Just think about how ****ing lucky you are to have bene born in the right ****ing body. To not have to experience the pain that is dysphoria. That you dont have to correct people like you every ****ing second on pronouns. That you dont have to stare at every sharp object and wonder what it be like stabbing you in the chest.
And you control your ****ing actions ya know? You can blame your mum for how you were brought up but you cant blame her for how you act. Your desiscoions and its not her fault when you make a bad one
Actually
Ik what its like for the last one
Ive been like that since i was 10
Also
I was born on a one night stand
AKA im a mistake made for fun
Im ****ing messed up
Almosgt lost my brother when i was 4
Almost lost my mum 4 times from being strangled
Yet she abuses me
Getting abused for christmas
Getting nothing from my mum for my brithday
Having to watch porn ever since 6 yrs old
I try
My mum says that she leads my life 24/7
She says ill fail and go no where
Thats true bc guess what
Ive gone no where