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*The school halls began getting crowded as the first lecture had just finished. People were filling the halls, and many of the shorter people were getting pushed around. As he went to grab his bag, DaeJoon noticed MCZ getting shoved around. He grabbed them by the sleeve and pulled them away and out the crowd*

*he pulled his backpack over his shoulder again. It was flung quite messily over his shoulder, but it held his books so it didn't matter to him.* "Nothing. This is normal for our school. The hallways are just too narrow... I haven't seen you around before-" *He kept his eyes on the floor as he walked up the stairs, missing every other step* "I'm DaeJoon, Lee DaeJoon. And you are?"

"ah. well I'll cya around, you should thank me for saving you.. or don't I don't really care about it-" *His hoodie hood was up. He went off, looking for a group of girls to swoon. He didn't have to go too far to find some crowding around him*

*he saw them and took off his tailcoat, draping it over his shoulders*

*he spoke rather coldly, but I suppose that's how he was* "Return it to me whenever you can-" *He patted his shoulder, walking off in the cold weather wit no coat or jacket*

"It's nothing I guess-" *He puts the coat on, and adjusts the collar a bit, walking off with Jisoo. He liked to tease her a lot since she was so small. Oh, how his laugh was so cute, yet so masculine*

*he ended up getting sat next to MCZ, and Jisoo was put at the other side of class. He groaned a bit, and rolled his eyes, sitting and sort of slouching in his seat*

*they were paired together to do partner work. Every so often, he'd do stupid things to people from the other side of the class. He wasn't very concentrated, so MCZ felt it was his job to get him to focus*

*he looked at him with a mixed expression, more confused than anything though. He picked up his pen and wrote a bit, being completely silent. He wasn't very talkative at the moment, but MCZ would soon get them to talk to them.*

"you've been trying to get my attention this while time, it's been so obvious.. well now you have my attention-" *He looked at him dead in the eye, and just gave him a mixed kind of look*

*he moves his arms, and exhaled deeply. He messed with the strings on his hoodie, still holding eye contact* "Why don't you just talk to me like everyone else does-"

"you clearly want something from me. You've been trying to get my attention for the past couple of days. If you want to be friends, maybe you should talk to me more. I'm not sidekick.." *He threw his backpack over his shoulder, getting ready to walk off*

*he looked pretty intimidating at this point*

"what now.." *He looks tired. He didn't look like he had gotten a lot of sleep the night before*

"nothing. Nevermind." *He sounded pretty fed up at this point, with a cold tone in his voice. He tucked his shirt in and went over to meet Jisoo*

*lunch starts and DaeJoon is sat alone at a table with his food. He had headphones on, and textbooks on the table so he could study.*

*he takes his headphones off and shouts* "You better run before I push you all into the lockers!!-" *He gives him his food, saying nothing much, and returning to his table*

*he did it out of instinct. He knew how it felt to get bullied since he used to get bullied when he was younger. He saw him sitting alone and rolled his eyes, sighing before tapping his table, indicating to come sit at his table. He put his headphones back on*

*he seemed cold at first, but soon opened up*

"uh yeah, sure-"

*he smiled, and gave him a pat on the shoulder. It started raining, and DaeJoon insisted him to take his tailcoat to wear. DaeJoon went around the school in the heavy rain, soaking. He sniffled, coming out from the rain, and flipping his wet hair*

*he approached the tree slowly, his nose was a bit red from the rain and cold, and his hands were red too. His shirt got wet from the rain and became see-through, you could see his nice toned body through it, he had abs*

"so you wanted me here for what?" *He smiled and pet their head* Btw do u have a ref for MCZ, just wonder cause I wanna see it))

*he stood frozen for a bit, his eyes wide. He looked as if he was thinking to himself for a bit. Maybe he was thinking things through, but whatever he was thinking, it made him smile, and then he nodded. He played with their hair, and grabbed their hand. Their hand was so small in his*

"why do you look so confused? what do you think I mean?"

"now I wouldn't be holding you hand now if I did, would I? I wouldn't be kissing you-" *Before they could say anything, he kissed them on the lips passionately*

He pulled them closer to his chest, and ran his hand along their back gently, and along their shoulder blades. He caressed their cheek and gave them little kisses* (Oh btw what are mcz's pronouns?)

Oh ok gotchu)) *He smirks, and drags him to his apartment so they could spend time together. As he comes in, he dumps his bag in the floor and throws his shoes in the corner. He slouched on the sofa and scrolled through his phone*

"don't look so tense, relax-" *He pulled him onto his lap, still looking at his phone*

*he cuddled him and kissed his neck*

*he played with his hair, and looked into his eyes with a loving look*

*holds him tight against his chest*

We can if you want, I don't mind. I've done 18+ rps before so if you want to we can, but I don't want to force it on you if you're not comfortable, so up to you really-))

Okay!)) *He licks his lips and starts kissing him on the neck, sucking a bit*

*he pushed his hair aside, away from his face, and sucked at his neck, biting a bit more*

"I see you like it~" *He looks at him with a smirk, and licks his lips. He carresses his body, starting with his face, and moving down to his chest. He grinned to himself, and moved back, letting him touch him and his body*

*he shuts his eyes, and smiles in pleasure. He let out a little masculine groan*

*he groans, kinda loudly. He looks up at him with a naughty smile* "Ooh you're a naughty one, I like it- 😏" *He takes him into his bedroom and pins him onto the bed. He starts examining his body, running his hands down his legs and body. DaeJoon takes his shirt off to expose his abs*

*he licked his lips, and flipped his hair. Somehow, he managed to make everything look hot effortlessly. He moved his hands down to his hips. He looked at his body and smiled* (DaeJoon is definitely a top lmaoo)

*he made sure he got permission before starting to play with him. He held his cock and started rubbing it, squeezing it a bit in his big hands*

*he smiled at the noise he was making. He played with his tip with his thumb, and rubbed it in a circular motion, at a steady pace*

"mm yes.. beg to daddy, angel" *He moves himself back a bit and leans forward, fitting the entire thing in his mouth. He starts sucking*

*he starts sucking at a faster pace, amused by his moans*

*he gets too excited from his moans and goes and sucks as fast as he could. He groans, enjoying himself* "Now it's your turn to please daddy 😏" *He gets on the bed and lays down*

*his breathing goes heavy and wobbly, he looks down at him* "d-damn.. he's g-good at this~" *He was surprised since he was better than the other person, but he started enjoying himself. He leaned his head back a bit and shut his eyes, smiling in pleasure*

*he lets out a deep loud moan, it kinda echoed in the room they were in. He arched his back and put his head all the way back*

"FU**! IT FEELS SO GOOD! MORE!~" *he groaned to him, his fingers gripping to the bedsheet tight*

*he was enjoying himself so much. He could barely catch his breath, but he didn't want it to stop now. He begged for more*

"huh?" *He covers himself with a blanket, and goes to open the door*

"I'm really sorry.. we'll be quieter-" *He apologized, shutting the door behind them*

"neighbors. Complaining we were too loud or something. I think we should just rest now. It's late-" *He went into the bathroom to clean up and put on some sweatpants. He got into bed and got cozy*

*he was asleep as he came out the bathroom*

*he gets up and goes into the living room* "noO :(" *He drags him back into the bedroom and into bed with him. He cuddles up to him, and wraps his arms around his waist. He sleeps on his chest*

*they sleep together all the way to the next morning*

*he whines, and shuffles, going back to sleep. He would usually sleep in or just skip school some days. He slept in until second period and then came to school. The school didn't seem bothered about this either*

*he meets him at school second period* "Hey-"

"nothing much. I wasn't gonn come to school today, but I did cause you did-" *He stood there shyly band gave him a quick peck on the cheek*

*he had become a softer person since then. He acted a lot cuter*

*he looks away, remembering he wasn't single anymore. The girl was a proper try hard, she was flirting with him, touching his arms and shoulders, messing with his hair etc

*the girl knew well that he was dating. He asked her many times to stop but she didn't, she carried on. She was very pretty, probably his type too, but he still didn't seem interested. He eyed mcz, signalling for help*

*he got a bit mad that he wasn't helping him after trying to do everything for himself. He stood up and shoved the girl away. Instead of walking to him, he walked past her with a sad, and sort of angry, intimidating expression on their face. The girl's friends got guys after him to try beat him. It wasn't that he couldn't fight, because he would beat them in a fight, by far, it's just he didn't have the energy to fight and he felt down so he just ran home and locked himself in his bedroom, sad*

*he's sniffs and picks up his phone, looking at the texts. He replies, but the way he texted made it seem he was so sad*

"why would you even say that? If you love me, why do you want to get away from me, or to break up with me? I loved you, and now I feel heart-broken..."

"do you really feel that bad that you're with me? 😓" *A couple tears ran down his cheek*

*he felt super heart-broken, tears streaming down his face. He walked into a nearby building and sat on the rooftop, looking up to the stars as he cried*

*he couldn't stop thinking about him, although he bottled up all his emotions, trying not to seem weak. He, in fact, was very soft in reality. He cried every night over him, longing for his love again. He only stayed away from him because he didn't think he'd want to talk to him. It was almost as if he had fallen depressed, locking himself in his room for hours on end*

*he gets up to open the door, sniffing. He finds the roses on the floor, and looks around, finding no one*

*he had red eyes and tears rolling down his cheek. He didn't know what to say, or if he even wanted to see him, so he picked up the roses, and hugs him tight from behind, crying*

"please love me again!"

"why are you staying away from me then? I'm sorry for everything, I just want you back-" *He was crying hard*

"I never said anything like that, in fact, I hate it when you're not around-"

*he was hyperventilating, crying in his arms*

*he was still hyperventilating, but a bit calmer*

*he hugged him, looking at him with his red teary eyes*

"no no no, I wanna hug-"

*he sniffed, calmed down quite a bit. He swayed in his arms, his chin resting on his shoulder*

*he sniffed, crying a bit again* "d-dO you loVe mE?"

"r-really?"

"i- *sniff* I don't know! You were avoiding me so- *sniff* I though you didn't love me anymore!"

*he hugs him tight, hesitant of letting go, almost as if he was scared he'd go again*

*he sighs, writing a note and sliding it in his locker before leaving* The note said: "I know, I'm obsessed with you, too obsessed. The truth is I love you, but you look like you've moved on. I've been down lately, pretty depressed, but it's not your fault. Things just happen in life. It's not worth living a life like this. I will be leaving tonight, forever. As I go and leave this planet forever, know I love you and none of this is your fault-" *He slides the note in his locker, in tears and slowly makes his way to the rooftop of his apartment complex, going to the very top*

"why are you here? Didn't you read the note, love?" *He spoke softly, in a sort of wobbly way. He had tears streaming down. He stood up on the edge of the building, close to the edge* "Darling, it's my time to go, it's not your fault. It's life doing its thing.. I hope you find someone better to care for you like I did so much-"

"I'm leaving, leaving this planet. Don't you get it? I don't want to be alive anymore, love. I just want you to live a normal happy life, find someone who treats you well like me. Life is taking me and I'm not coming back.." *They were on the highest rooftop in town. He shuffled his feet closer to the edge of the ledge, preparing himself to jump*

*he was crying, looking down at the road below him, it looked so small from up there. He shook his head* "I'm sorry, I love you so much but I can't do this anymore.. you need to live life without me getting in your way and causing you trouble-" *He shuffled even closer to the edge*

"what are you doing? I told you, I'm going. You can't change my mind.."

*he stares down a bit before shutting his eyes. He thought for a second, and looked back at him*

(I thought mcz was gonna like talk him through it or something cause if he jumps, we can't take the rp further-)

*he looks at him, waiting for him to say something*

"you'll move on, like everyone else. You'll find someone better, someone who is always there for you, who doesn't make things worse*

"I can't do life anymore mcz, I don't think there's any worth living a life full of depression.."

"how are you going to do that.." *He stepped away a bit, but was still stood on the edge*

*he just sighed and stepped away from the edge, bursting into tears as he reached into his arms. He was a big bundle of emotions, getting tears all over his shirt*

*hyperventilating, hugging him tight*

*he gives him a note as he walks off with someone else* "I'm sorry I've broken your heart, but I hope your happier now that I'm out of your life <3"

*the secret was, he never wanted to leave. He was bullied into it and he fell depressed again* "I really am going to do it this time-" *He shouted, crying. Before leaving to go to the highest rooftop, he put a note under his door, explaining it all. Mcz knew exactly what he was going to do and where he was going to do it*

*he was close to the edge, looking down once again*

"I can't do this anymore mcz, I know I promised but I just can't. If life wanted me alive, bad things wouldn't happen to me all the time. I don't think I have any worth in this world-" *He was sobbing, red eyes*

*he thinks and looks at him, stepping away a bit* "I- I'm not, am I?" *He is crying* "People think just because I'm popular, that I can't be depressed.. I won't go if you help me get through life when I need help.."

Thank you

"are you really sure you care about me? I can always just like slit myself or something, away from you so you don't have to watch me die..."

*he rubbed his teary eyes, yawning*

"why?" *Yawn*

*they go upstairs and he rolls himself into a blanket, falling asleep quickly*

*he cuddles him, feeling safe and warm with him*

Hmm.. tea please :)

((Lol xD)) *He always seemed down now. He was happy he was with him, but his depression took over his body, so he looked miserable. He appreciated mcz's support through it*

Thanks darling *he cracked a little smile, the first smile this week. Mcz knew he was going through major depression and tried his best to encourage him and make him happier*

Like what? *He had no emotion, not really feeling anything but negative emotions lately*

*he cracked a little smile, nodding slowly*

You can choose the game

*he nodded and smiled, pulling him closer*

*he groaned, leaning back and then quickly covered his mouth. He wasn't expecting it so suddenly, he chuckled awkwardly, running his hands across his chest*

"n-no it's fine, I just.. wasn't expecting it-"

*he arched his back and groaned loudly. He smiled to himself*

"mmm hah~" *He moves around a bit*

*he digs his fingers into the bedsheets and mo@ns loudly. He got flustered, looking up at him without moving his head, and giving him a smile of pleasure, followed by another mo@n*

Lmaooo)) *He groaned loudly. After, they cleaned themselves up, getting dressed. He was exhausted and fell asleep quickly after*

*he was in a deep sleep, his face against the bedsheet*

*sleeps in too cause it's the weekend*

*he goes over and gives him kisses, hugging him* "Good morning love-"

*he makes the bed and tidies things up*

*he goes downstairs to eat* "Thanks darling-"

*he gave him a hug, and sat at the table, peering at his food happily like a little kid*

*he eats everything he was given, daydreaming at the breakfast table*

*he continued daydreaming a bit, smiling before looking at him* "Hm? Sorry, what did you say?"

"don't go my darling, i wanna cuddle~ 🥺"

*he pouted, walking off and sitting on the bed, wrapping himself in the blanket*

"h i love-"

*he hugged him tightly*

It was fine, how about yours?

That's good-

🥰

*he didn't look well the next morning, his face was pale and he looked in pain*

*he looked as if he was gonna throw up, very pale in the face. He nodded slowly*

*he sniffs, cuddling up to him*

*he nodded*

Hmm tomato-"

Same it's getting boring ;-;))

Sure what kind??))

Uh sure ig