I've started healing and taking care of myself and stopped destructive behavior but this is still important. I may have developed something after my relationship with Scott and in between me being groomed and its destructive as hell, it doesn't excuse how I act but it really explains it. So if you're a friend please try to limit your talking time with me since it helps me a lot to have breathing room. I really want to get help but I don't think I'm in a safe environment for that.

Hanging out with the wrong people for the past year has effected it greatly and not having breathing room finally made it completely noticeable.