sorry for disappearing for those months in 2020,(without even telling anyone...) through oct-nov i believe. well here why: i felt like i was falling into depression. i thought everyone hated me and was leaving me. heck, i even wrote a suicide note. @friends, if your even still here, im so sorry. i left without a word and i just hope your ok now @wox, or whatever you go by now, i cant explain how sorry i am. i left when you were having some problems, and i cant believe i just left then. so sorry idk if anyone i hurt will ever see this, but atleast its out there