Let em explain
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Miststar[OP]
05.07.2021 00:04
LinkMiststar[OP]
05.07.2021 00:04
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Miststar[OP]
05.07.2021 00:04
LinkAll of this drama
Miststar[OP]
05.07.2021 00:05
LinkOk so it starded when Nightsye stole a file, i forgave him bc he appologised.
Miststar[OP]
05.07.2021 08:44
LinkOk so first sorry for not telling you everything last night my battery died.
Miststar[OP]
05.07.2021 08:51
LinkHowever after NE did that i made a blacklist.
I also puted rhis one dude on it, because they sed they might take the file(they didnt so thats not why im angry) however when i sed dontdovthat they copied the text where i was saying things about my mental ilnesses, so i got pissed off.
The other dude sed that the black list was childish but i would have made it evevn if nibody stole anithing, just incase something happens in the future, so that i can remember what happend and we can talk that trough. So this guy was ok idc, however the other dude cept doing the same thing, wort thing is there was a Z in anxiaty which is a mistake i made while tipong that, also the "," are in the exact same place where i putter them(my pc will say the word is incorrect iless theres a " " between the "," and one of the words) and it also had the same tiping error that i made in deppression
Miststar[OP]
05.07.2021 08:54
LinkAlso they ceept putting #legit or things like that which doesent make anything more true. So i got pissed offf.
Miststar[OP]
05.07.2021 09:00
LinkSo a new person came in saying that im
selfdiagmosed my self, but i didnt so i replied i didnt, then they starded counting nerwork platforms(facebook, twitter, instagram...) and i was like i dont have any of those, i was diagnosed professionaly. But then the lets just say #legit guy keept on soing the same thing, so i had anough and decided to leave FA.
Miststar[OP]
05.07.2021 09:01
LinkUntill my friend didnt text me a fev hours later that more plp stole the file and even made 18+ drawingsbwhit it and not even marked it 18+
So i again returned to FA
Miststar[OP]
05.07.2021 09:05
LinkSo i made a post saying "F*ck you all(Justnotmyfriends" and then the #legit guy sed fuc* you too huoney
I replied **** you ****ing bag if shit
**** you ****ing iditot!
He agagin copied my text and sed dont bully me i have anziaty, PTSD and deppression!
Then i sed stop just stop you stop attacking me!
So i made a post saying stop, however the drama contianued as the file was still stolen that same guy keept making those posts, so i got pissed off even more.
Miststar[OP]
05.07.2021 09:06
LinkAnd starded to shout, and i tried to proof my self that im not a faker so i even attached my vents that i could find to prove them, but again nobody trusted me.
Miststar[OP]
05.07.2021 09:07
LinkAnd one dude sed it doesent realy look lilke my art so i attached a fev of my anims. But the file steeling again keept going on.
Miststar[OP]
05.07.2021 09:10
LinkSo i got pissed off even more. And people didint beleve me bc of the way i acted BUT COME ONE GUYS SERIOUSLY EVEN PEOPLE WHIT MENTAL ILNESSSS HAVE GOOD DAYS OR DAYS WHEN THEY ARE PISSED OFF AND NOT EVERYBODY TAKES MEDICINE!
Miststar[OP]
05.07.2021 09:10
LinkSo it was at first a small file drama that grew ito a big mental ilness drama.
Miststar[OP]
05.07.2021 09:11
LinkSo then i just went to sleep but i couldent so i was drawing a bit, and then i wanned to apologise for the dramam and SRAIGHTEN THINGS OUT AGAIN.
Miststar[OP]
05.07.2021 09:12
LinkSo Im sorry for causi g all the drama, also I forgive NE, but some of those people no, and i hope you all understand now?
first off, i find it hard to believe you have any of those disorders because of the way you act.
secondly, i don't forgive you for obvious reasons, faking mental disorders isn't ****ing cool. i have 4 disorders, and it's stressful and down-right not easy. you faking them makes me ****ing upset because i know you don't truly have these disorders (if so, where proof?), this to me feels like you making a mockery out of my suffering. although, i am just disappointed, i don't hate you.
last but not least, please don't fake things or lie, it feels truly horrible and you will dislike your past because of it. your apology wasn't the best. mend your mistakes, take a break and come back with a better mindset.
But i do have them, and what proof you need?
I need to tell you how i got them, rather not talk about my PTSD, im sorry if you dont trust me, but i may not act like a have someof those, tho i was pissed off, and if you have mental disorders you should know that even plp whit mental disorthers have good days, or day when they are pussed off.
I won't state whether I'm on any side, but I will say this.
If you're NOT faking your mental illnesses, please know that no one is believing you because of the way you proved yourself, and the way you type. People see you as immature (especially with the typing errors) so they think you're faking.
If you ARE faking, then know I'm disappointed in you. Faking mental illness is a disgusting thing to do, no matter the circumstance.
I agree with @edwardperpetually in the fact that you should take a break from this website. If you don't you'll almost definitely tarnish your reputation further.
I know that is horivle when plp hate mental disorters, im not faking, i just dont know how else to proof myself to you all, and my tiping is bad because not American, Im Serbian, I do speak English good when Im talking like in person, but my English sucks when im tiping.
I know you will most probodly say that not being American is not an exuse because there are other countries that speak on English as well. But tho many countries write in a similar way to when writing in English, in Serbian its "write how you speak, speak how you write" rule.
Mist, I recommend going to a therapist if you feel this way. I know you probably have went before, but just try. Try and ignore the people who are trying to bring you down, cause it really is. I recommend you take a break from this website. Even if it may seem impossible.
If you’re faking, however, You should stop. Mental illnesses are real. People have them, and you don’t use them for attention.