I don’t even want to talk about it but it ****ing hurts I’m scared I hope he doesn’t get off the bus today,, I hope he goes somewhere else,,.

I can’t talk about it with anyone Becuz I feel like I’ll do something wrong they’ll choose not to help me,,

No one pays attention anyways,

Shit crap, ****.

I don’t want to walk alone with this guy,,

He’s behind me istg it’s gonna happen again

I made it I made it home I could tell he tried running after holy shit I’m scared

He couldn’t get into the gate because my dog was in side of it I looked back at him and I’m still ****ing scared he had it out I knew he what he was trying to do

My mind is going crazy he wants to kill me I’m being threatened he knows where I live But I don’t know where he does

He was walking past when I looked out the window and he was still watching,,

One day I might just let him,- But I don’t want to feel that same fear.

The thing is I don’t want to I don’t want to face the tsp and tell them They scare me just as much as he does.

Who won’t ever be able to. I’m faster I know that, I’ve outran him the first time but then had to stop, He can’t see me at school because he’s in a different class and with the weather this week we’ll be in rainy day schedule,

I don’t want to, I don’t want them to think I’m lying about more than just my emotional issues,, They don’t believe me just as it is.

THEY WONT BELIEVE ME EVEN IF I TRIED TO TELL THEM THEY DONT BELIEVE ME WHEN I SAY MY SISTERS TELL ME TO KILL MYSELF THEY DONT BELIEVE ME NOT ONE BIT.

I still don’t want to. It’s hard enough trying to deal with it and other shit But I don’t just don’t want to,,. He’ll want to kill me more than he already does,.

I can’t get a knife, not after I told them I’ve been thinking of killing myself.