yesterday i had an internal gender panic trying to find a halloween costume lole,, feeling a bit of masc lean and. i wanted to pick either a male or gender neutral costume. it didnt help that its "that time of month" again so im feeling icky, and kind of dysphoric. basically i ended up getting a ghost busters costume but didn't stop me from having one last little tiny panic when my dad said "the women's one?" and i just said "no i like the other one better it has more detail" and yea,. gender is bad it sucks lole </3