this post has been in my mind for weeks and i think this time is the right moment i need to talk about it, and explain why im so frustrated if you're here just to see what the problem is, hold on please? i have things to talk about the first reasons i am so mad this year are because if you didn't know i can't handle being ignored, at any form of life even if it isn't real, or is it internet, i still feel betrayed we are in a world where people just ignore people because they think they are better and then they overdo it and it backfires people can be ignored just because they are new to something people use mental illnesses as excuses to stop ignorance and fine, if you don't want me to be on here just because you hate me, what are you? my expectations would get higher and higher and the result would be me being ungrateful for the great past i have and want to be better but that kinda made me take it too far its like you being tied onto a chair and then stand up for yourself and say-