My friend/crush has made me upset and made me hate myself for 2 weeks. The first time she was avoiding me and I thought I did something wrong. When I told my twin brother, he came back saying that she said she didn't avoid me. Which she actually lied about because she was doing it all day. No talking, no nothing. A yesterday, one of my friends was tryna show me something and she was grabbing on me like I was some sort of doll. The friend who tried to show me something actually apologized to me but my crush just walked over to me whispered "sorry" and walked away like it was nothing. A few hours later I decided to forgive her and today, she was just ignoring me and just hitting me so I just went away from her for a few hours. Last thing. Earlier one of my friends asked if we had grandfathers and she forgot mine passed and my crush just laughed and I just sat there wanting to hit her so badly. I don't know if I should still like her for all of these things.