So anyway yes I'm writing a rant about my obsession with my oc because why not. It was the date of 11/9/2019 when I first gotten into creepypastee. And in that time I had an oc (his name used to be jack but it's now max so that's what I'll call him) and I really liked him. So me and some homies decided to make a creepypasta au and I had made a creepypasta version of that oc and he was of course shipped with emo clown for plot reasons. But after a while i started growing attached to the dead rope obsessed weirdo that I had made and started developing more of his character and backstory (with the godly help of roleplay of course aHA))

And for whatever reason I saw pieces of myself and my emotions in this edgy monstrocity after I started developing hi more and more. And I decided that I'm gonna make him some more zombie ghost friends and shit so that's what I did. After a while my dumb 12 year old brain decided "rope man is god ajsjshhhahs"

But not too long later my mind went bezerk and I started having weird ass delusions, started getting more paranoid and my depression went hangwire. And well I decided to put those things into my character as a way to cope with these issues and have something to relate to. After a while I started seeing this character as more of a parent figure then just the outcome of my ****ed up head juices. I later started having issues with my sexuality and acceptance of my parents if they found out who I really was and dealing with them and their insane religion. But since I had this rope mans I knew that at least there is one being that will accept me and understood the pain I was going through

but aha of course everything I love has to get ruined in some way because god hates me. Then lemonqueen came along and started giving jack a bad name because she was being a pervert. People started making fun of this character because of what that ***** had done. And honestly, that hurt, that hurt me. And then people started coming in and calling this character unoriginal edgy cringe. And sorryyy my character isn't up to idiot standards smh. But honestly. I really don't give a shit if you like my character or not. Just don't be a ***** about it. And I'm just warning you, I'm very protective of this character so if you say anything about him or do something with him that I don't approve of I will probably get really mad so just a fair warning 🙃👌

haha telling strangers about my internal struggles and why a serial killer is my comfort character go brrrrrrr

Once again your words have amazed me for I do not know how to reply

very good

Well uhh,,, we both don't really like being touched so uh- bit thank you

no thanks

well ilynh too

Wow, I uh, I really do not know what to say just- someone actually likes my characters- hhhhhhHHHH

why thank you-

👁️👁️ do I know you by any chance?

oh alright 👁️👁️

I do I do