i cant get over them

its painful knowing they're doing just fine without me

i know it's for the better but ive been taking it horribly

i literally used my blood to write their name on a paper that i keep under my pillow im so!!!normal

i need them i love them so much nobody even compares to them

i've carved their name into my arm i'd kms if they asked me to

starving myself until i pass out day 2 i genuinely cant stand life without them i know my attachment to them is unhealthy but i love them

i wanna go deeper i can't stand how much i miss them it genuinely feelsworse than losing a family member (in my personal experience)

it genuinely feels like my heartwas squeezed into my hands i feel it in my hands and my chest feels so emptu

i would be willing to go through any amount of torture just to tell them i love them once more

im so normal about them i don't even know who i am outside of them

yeah my fp left me 90 days, 15 hours,and 40 mins ago. i have NOT taken it well

i'd think by now i'd be doing somewhat better but they're so amazing how could i ever get over them

i lovehugs they're myfavorite thing

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kiiiiinda hard when they're my everything

i knwo it's a cycle, after i end up driving the person im obsessed with away, i get stuck like this until istart obsessing over someone else,then it continues andgets worse until i drive THEM away

i tried that, ialso tried hanging out with friends n stuff but nothing really helps