i feel as if i will forever be in pain i feel as if everything will always be my fault im always in emotional pain knowing that no one will actually care they'll just feel pity and pretend to care i cant ever sleep i have no appetite i need help and i cry out for help no adult listens now if you'll excuse me im going to vibe to hamilton and cry, knowing that i'll forever be in pain

i trust strangers too easily but i cant trust my own friends and family my family lost my trust some friends i grew up with lost my trust even the people i have dated lost my trust what is love? never felt it truly before...

all i feel is pain emotional pain and even physical pain im extremely hungry but i dont have an appetite im on the brink of blacking out but i cant sleep im on the brink of losing my sanity

i cause others pain people get mad when im upset i faked my usual cheerfulness so much that im actually good at it maybe i am pain i will forever cause people pain