I’m aware of the fact that I have procreate, and can make better art, I’m aware that I could really do something with my writing like enter contests or some shit but I just can’t. I keep coming back to the site I learned to draw on, I’m scared of opening google docs or finishing stories, I do all of my writing on the notes app. I’m ****ing scared of allowing myself to grow up because I know that I’ll only get so far, and at some point I’ll stop cutting it. I’ll stop being ‘good’ at it.