#1: my job has me so drained and I'm way overworked and so tired constantly I can barely stay awake the moment I get home.... #2 I'm currently trying an online dating cause I'm tired of being single and lonely (so far only being hit on by like 28-31 year old like wtf I'm 19 gross) 3:I seriously need some time touching grass and being in the sun like it already fall and most the trees are dead and I swear last week it was July and hot AF 4:I'm got a bit of family drama of my mom wanting me to visit by driving 2 and a half hours too her like you want to see me you can drive too so now I gotta visit her 5: I'm trying so hard to keep in contact with my friends online I'm terrified if I stop takeing initiative to start all the convos I will just be forgotten like I have been so many times before 6: chores.... not much to say but chores suck and take a lot of my free time that I have when I'm not at work anyhoodie I'm just blah about myself nothing too bad just sorry I haven't been able to art m