Hello.
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Deimos-Da-man 
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11.12.2021
4 comments
Deimos-Da-man[OP]
11.12.2021 20:29
LinkSo recently. Uhm I’ve been struggling with my mental health (no I’m not saying I am mentally ill or anything) and that I have been trying to just get rid of it
Deimos-Da-man[OP]
11.12.2021 20:30
LinkI’ve been trying to seek help from my irl friends and tried asking for a little bit of therapy after blowing up at my family. Nothing helps. They never got be help and my friend just doesn’t know how to help.
I’m trying to reach my bf rn but he hasn’t been responding since yesterday—- I feel like I scared him away or I’m not good enough for him.
Deimos-Da-man[OP]
11.12.2021 20:32
LinkI have had the thoughts of ending it. And it’s obvious that I can’t get myself to. I attacked someone because he threatened me with a knife. I know how disgusting it feels to do something like that now.
No I didn’t fully kill him. But I’ve hurt someone. It was out of my control, I felt scared.
Im sorry for not responding quickly when you were trying yo get ahold of me
I wish i was on when this all was happening
You didnt scare me away, and if anything, i am not good enough for you-
you-I hope you get therapy someday to help, cause I know you dont want to go to your family, and me and your friends dont know the best way to help you in some cases.
Ily bb <33