I just want to die right now. I'm tired of all these emotions lying on my shoulders and no one I know personally knowing about them at all. I'm tired of the misery and suffering. I'm tired of overreacting over everything, being too sensitive and moody. I'm tired of Anxiety, Depression, and all the other crap going on. Nothing is helping.. at least it doesn't help much. I'm tired of worrying, hate, and being cast aside. Then hating on others and forgetting them because of that.. I've always just wanted to be a normal person and always thought life was going to be absolutely awesome.. Now, I sit here wanting to ****ing die. I'm stressed, crying, tired of the pain and regret. I've been crying myself to sleep.. I'm tired of all the grief, crying, anxiety, fear, regret.. and so many other emotions. I'm tired of hurting people, I'm tired of wanting to hurt people. I don't know why a terrible soul like me is even alive. I hate myself.. I hate my life.. I'm just ****ing done..