literally tho because anytime im having a decent/good day it crashes down SO bad. btu if i make it bad myself then it'll be expected and won't feel AS bad iam smart

and my cuts on my wrists are starting to fade anyways i need more, they're not as deep so the scars are teensy and hardly visible :/ my scars are my validation

cutting in class is fun i lov my addiction!!!

these people are calling the music bad but i actually like it,,,,it's supposed to be string covers of songs but it doesn't sound like it at all lmao but it sounds cool i love!!!

i need to sharpen my blade it's getting difficult to go as deep as iwant!!! average teenager moments

mum saw the cuts on my waist which sucked but thankfully they were old i got LUCKY!!! im gonna ride go kart later

"the phones are a huge reason on why everyones grades are so low" actually it's because they're VERBAL assignments when I CANT ****ING SPEAK!!!im a loser my voice stops working around people idk

holy shit there's a lot more blood from my cuts than i expected

that's definitely a sign to cut more

15 more minutes of class then it's zoology