they just dont understand when you cant deal with school or whatever, theyll be like you can do it your just not paying attention, when your trying you hardest and they dont understand that your stress and all that!! like omkfofogkokfgof

and they get to yell and do whatever when were here like we cant do anything bc they will yell or slap us. like when i "roll my eyes" or "back talk" when im trying to explain something, my mom gets pisses and yells or slaps me in the face like- i dont understand. my mom gets mad at me for doing something wrong or im "back talking" when im not like she lets my brother to things to me, but i cant do anything back, and i have to deal with it like im tired, he gets to hit or ignore me but i cant to do the, not hit him but i cant ignore him bc ill get in trouble!!! im just tired, that why i like going to school bc i love to get away from my family. and tbh im not excited for christmas or christmas break, bc ev every year my parents get on to me for the dumbest things like being tired and opening my gifts slowy like B*tch im tired af soooooo

like let me something to eat so i have engery and then ill be awake, like when i wake up i cant do nothing cause im still tired, like when i spend the night at my cousins house i wake up im tired and they'll be like " wanna go play outside?'' like heck no thanks im tired!!!!

and now my dad is forcing me to watch a christmas movie, well trying to, but ig i dont have to anymore which i am thankful for that.

now im craving hot chocolate rn and i want my mom to get some so i can drink them all night and bounce around the walls like a phycopath.

[also sorry for mispells]