No, this isn't an animation meme

No one is even taking this seriously- I'm depressed I'm broken The only reason any of this started was because I wanted to show that I was good too I was just as good at the things others did as people saud they were I wanted to prove myself I felt lonely and forgotten- I didn't know what else to do And I still feel that way And I'm still jealous- I hate it- I hate it a lot I wish it could go away-