I need to stop venting. I really must stop. I will soon be called a "attention seeker" I don't want to be called that. I want to feel normal. I want to be happy again. I watched a video last night on signs of depression and I have almost all of them, I criticize myself over everything, I struggle to get out of bed, I don't find video games or playing outside fun anymore. I wish somebody will read this and tell me they feel my pain. I need to stop venting I need to stop venting I need to stop venting I need to stop venting I need to stop venting. Help me please. I need to stop venting. I fear I will never feel better but only get worse. I tried to cut myself last night but just. couldn't do it. And yet I tried again and couldn't do it. I need help. I am sorry for venting so much I am not a attention seeker. I would be honest, I would be more caring. But I know if I try. I would feel worse. If that makes sense.