i just jksdghsj my anxiety is losing its shit for some reason and i cant think or focus and i feel like my head is going to explode and i havent done homework in days and my parents are gonna yell at me because im gonna fail but all i can do is sit and do mindless things or be mad at myself for not doing my work because i just cant do it im so stressed and tired and sick i just cant do my work at home or at school because everything is too loud i dont know why my anxiety is getting worse

im sorry i hate venting so much i dont wanna be annoying there are worse things happening and i should just get over myself and do my work im just really stressed and anxious about a lot of small or big things and it all adds up and all i can do is sit and worry and nervous stim until my hands hurt

im sorry i dont want to make it sound like my life is horrible, a lot of people have way worse problems and im just a white girl in america whos got a decent amount of money but has hella anxiety and adhd and so my life obviously sucks right?? jksdkghgkj

i do want to talk but i dont want to waste time. i need to do my work. i know i wont, though. i wish i could stay home from school for... a month. i feel like my head is going to burst.

its not a migraine, i think its just. everything is loud. i feel like im just having small repetitive sensory overloads. im thinking a hundred thoughts at once and none at all. it feels really loud (outside and inside my head) but theres hardly anything going on. its just all the tiny noises, my computer fan, the ac, my mom sniffling, its all too much and too loud i cant stand it and i just cant do my work