well... why? im here if you need to vent a little.

theres never too much, go ahead

OK, Dino im going to try by best to help. I have dealt with similar family stuff, for your grandmother try to talk to her, tell her that all this stuff she's doing to you is hurting you. I know it may seem terrifying but once i did it it opened up their eyes. Your brother and cousin should be reported to the police. You can send an anonymous call or message telling them your situation, and maybe try to record what they say or do. This will give you proof. My mom also did drugs and its a horrifying thing to see, I know. Like your grandmother it can be hard to open up but once you do it should open their eyes. If not you can always ask to stay at a friends house and tell their parents your situations, where they can contact helpful people. And lastly... your father...im so so so sorry for your loss. But know that he is watching over you. Telling you good morning and good night everyday. He watches over you while you sleep. Know that he misses you even more than you miss him. He loves you.

Dino i hope this helped. You can always tell me you need help and I'll be here. Okay? Your amazing. Know that. The way you are treated is awful and ill be praying for you. Love you. <3

Dino.... you are so welcome. When you need it just come to me. Ill help you carry this weight on your shoulders. Ill share these emotions with you. Ill be here.

No I did!!! Sorry! My mom came home, and i had to help her do stuff! I teared up a little when i opened it <3

is it bad that i thought it was kind of you to send me that? :-;

welp XD