I am empty.

4 comments
AnimatedStuff[OP]
12.05.2019 01:35
LinkNo one notices how broken I am. Everyone just sees my fake smiles and no one looks beyond them.
This is how I feel: https://youtu.be/8Zx6RXGNISk
I’m just a machine. The truth is I’m never happy. I'm a glitch. I’m never sad.. I’m just… fine. I say that, but I’m just too broken to say anything else. I've buried my emotions for so long, and I don't think I can find them anymore.
AnimatedStuff[OP]
12.05.2019 01:42
LinkI wish I could care. I wish I could care whether I lived or died. I wish I could know what being truly happy feels like. I don't. I've tried, but I can't be. I'm too far in, I can't turn back to when I didn't fake every smile. I've learned to hide my feelings well, but I wish I didn't have to. Now I don't just hide them, I forget them. I forgot what it was like to feel.
PawsmintTwo
12.05.2019 01:46
LinkLemons
clearsky
12.05.2019 01:51
LinkYour not by yourself there are things I did to myself and still do. I have Sam problems.