i am cause my bad side kills every one and i have a corupeted soul and my dark side has every power and every thing....imma monster

my theme song what have i become?imma monster....im denied from my color,so dead inside (2 times)i fall from my curupted soul,im denied from this world....im full of gray...and i bleed when i fall its curupted like my soul. so dead inside.i crash when i fall i bleed when i fall im full of sarrow. im curupted 2 times so dead inside 2 times