Im sad and lonley
by:
Cottoncandykitty 
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1343
18.07.2019
24 comments
Bork25
18.07.2019 00:56
LinkWOT DO YOU MEAN LONLEY
Cottoncandykitty[OP]
18.07.2019 00:57
LinkI'm just lonleyyyy :'(
hi how are you doinggg
im worried for your health,, are you recovering?? i dont really know whats going on pffT
Ah, yes thank you, I'm hanging in there, I still have to have an iv in my arm still and be hooked up to a heart monitor, but it's getting much better!
Thank you for caring, sincerely
Ahah normally so do I
BUt I hAvE oThEr nEWs tHaT mAy iNtReSt yOu-
Well-
This may sound like a bad idea--
But after a long talk about alot of stuff, me and a certain ex of mine have decided to try again--
Oop-
He did, in fact do alot of very shady stuff, and in fact, broke my heart
But I told him if he tries anything again, even the smallest thing, I won't tolerate it
But he promised me he'd change, maybe I'm nuts but I kinda believe him-
It was kinda a sad long four hour call
We were both crying,, saying about how we missed the old us
He seemed pretty convincing,,
I dunno to be honest,,, sorry if I'm venting but I'm super afraid,,
nono theres no need to be sorry
its totally understandable that youd be doubtful or scared jumping into a relationship with someone that hurt you :(
i'll have faith that hes a good person for now,, id like to believe he wouldnt ever intentionally hurt you
and even if he does hurt you then i
its life i guess, cut him out and move on? but the chance of that is small and you gotta take risks so h
i dunno :(
Thank you, that helped me a lot
It's kinda a stressful time for me, as I'm sure it is for you as well, everyone deals with their own stress
But you made me feel alot better, about everything that's troubling me, so thank you
