what even is life
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Starskit
14.12.2017 01:29
Linkno clue
Starskit
14.12.2017 01:36
Linkmotherfukker
you were typing agh
i hate that person and now i am them
StapleShakes[OP]
14.12.2017 01:43
Linkoh nah it's okay
this post wasn't meant to be organized anyways, just mindless ranting and dumb questions about life
don't worry about it
ikr
earlier I was thinking about how my life would change if certain friends died,and apparently I can't function as a human being without friends but I also have only a few friends remaining that I have stayed in contact with and I just ehbgzsleivkdha.
Once I'm an adult living on my own, and all my friends have their own lives to manage, I feel like I'm gonna fall apart or something. I need friends to function but I no longer have the capability to make friends in case I ever lose contact with the friends I have now.
I feel like I'm ranting oh well
Bro me tooo like all my freinds are probably gonna get married and go they’re own paths my best freind who I’ve know since I was little wants to move away when she’s older and I’m like nO pLeaSe YouR My life SuPpOrT and yeah I’m scared I think when I grow up I’ll lose all my freinds and be back at square one unless I somehow get over my anxiety maybe I will who knows
exactly
before I ever actually started to think about life as a whole, I had the idea to move way up north, and have this whole separate life starting away from where am now, but then I started to think about how there are people I don't want to leave behind, and people I can't leave behind, and now my future life is so confusing to think about because there are things I want to do that would go against other things I want to do and they are all important things and I can't decide which way to go and ugh life is difficult
yes, but what I do now will matter now, and maybe during sometime during the next week
and depending on how dramatic of a thing I do, it could effect me for the rest of my life, which is what matters to me most
what I experience is what I care about, I don't care about what may happen 20 years after my death, I won't be alive to experience it anyways.
I have to be nervous about everything because anything could be wrong, I've lost all ability of proper judgement when it comes to my own actions, I can't tell if what I do will go unnoticed or if it will cause an uproar, negative or positive, I'm still clueless.
Anything I do could have any kind of effect
for example, my friend calling me banana could have been just a one time joke, but no, I even respond to it when they call me in the hall at school
banana lasagna
that is now my name