woah!! love the eye

thanks! <3 :3

cool

hey, idk if you'll ever see this, but i just wanted to tell you this, i guess i need to vent?? i'm in denial, it doesn't -feel- like shes dead, my grandma. i still have her contact in my phone. i still see her pinterest boards. it hasn't sunk in that she won't be here for thanksgiving anymore. she won't be there for when i graduate high school, like she was for my siblings. my siblings grew up with all of their grandparents alive, but me? nope. why did my dad's parents die? why hasn't her death sunken in?? i was at her funeral. i woke up that one morning hearing my dad sob and yell and things i never want to hear again. i hate hearing my parents cry. i hate seeing them weak. i played that day, at her funeral. the piano keys lowered as i played each note, but they didn't mean anything to me. i didn't care. all i felt was makeup slowly flowing down from my eyes. my nose warm and runny. my clothes black. my heart,,, cold. i knew that piece. i didn't have to look at the music, or the keys, to know the son