I had a nightmare that somehow my account got hacked and the password was given out and when I got online the password was changed and nobody noticed and nobody cared and when I tried to reach out with a side account people just ignored me and turns out they didn't like me in the first place, they were just trying to shut me up by feeding me likes and follows. And I woke up and that on top of the already existing terrible mindset from yesterday about how I should start cutting myself again isn't that positive. Now I'm having some biggo trust issues that my family hates me and doesn't want me around and nobody does, they just want to spare my feelings.