k so lets rewind the clock. i was an immature baby when i first came on this site. so i whined when people didnt like my arts n stuff. so a month later i got discovered by nighteye, iaab, furrytrash and a few others. so they started joking with me, and in my fetus mind joking means bullying and straight up abuse. i was all like "NYAAA WAAAAAAAHH! YOU GUYS R SOO MEAN! I TRUSTED YOU ;;;;;'''(((" then i started harassing furrytrash and thats where the hypocritical side of me shown. I'd just go on and on about how "mean and rude" she was. then when she defended herself and told me that it was all a joke, i strarted posting "I GOT INSULTED.." and " I CANT STAND H I M ANYMORE" a week later she posted a rant about attention thirsty users and how they should stop. i that lorg paragraph i saw something like "your acting like starving rats" n that triggered me. i said "*sniff* wow *sobs* you are so mean* and a drama started back up. at that point i started to feel like everyone was against me. then icon's