so what happened was i was really close to do it i took my dads gun from under his old bed and my mom wasn't home and i put it to my head and i went on the roof (witch is really tall) i was about to jump but. . .i jumped but. . .my mom caught me. . .but that didn't work so i tried to shoot my head and my mom threw it off the roof and carried me back in the house and now i'm on my computer on the couch thanks mom :)