to do it at the P.E teacher...but I never did...but I feel like everyone hated me there...I had a bad time there..but I moved to a new school named The Novus Academy and it was great but I got distracted by dogs and I moved up to 4th grade in 2017,but I stayed in the 3rd through 4th grade class.I may have been left behind in math again...but ..I liked this kid named Andrew Mcnatt,he was cute and some days I felt ..like he liked me back,but in 5th Grade,everything changed...one day I ..saw a new kid into this school named Zayne,his dad is like a baseball player or something and hes like on T.V and that is pretty cool,but andrew's Best Friend told me he liked another girl named kelly..I think ..her last name was magalanda or I spelled it wrong,they are neighbors and they kiss and have play dates...andrew wont just admit it to me..or ..if he admits it to me,he might think I will cry,and his best friend once again told me that andrew thinks I am dumb and that kelly has better art then me and is prettier then me

and his best friend also told me that andrew thinks I am not prettier and that nobody has a crush on me...but I was sad and jealous thinking of that...but I want andrew mcnatt to admit it...some day..or things will get even sadder...but I want to kill myself cause of these things I have been through...but my feelings are Anger,Sad,Depression,Jealous,Happy,Negative,Confused,silly,crazy,mad,but I don't know if I have a evil emotion...things might be getting new...