is you actually had a mental illness such as depression the you would not get any joy from your like goals. But if you do have depression and dont get joy from the likes and followers then you are lying to the 3 active followers you have, which is different problem in itself.
depression doesn't destroy your life completely, and doesn't take away fun and joy from every single thing. So, i don't understand, because scientifically that doesn't make sense.
im not, i actually confused 'cause I was never a attention seeker. I just try to have fun and make content, i don't really care about who sees it and whenever they see it.
first of all, i am smart enough to know that really isn't a thing. And, correct me if I am wrong, when was i ever being serious about having a mental disorder?