I GIVE UP I CAN'T HAVE FRIENDS I SCREW UP EVERYTHING I'M SO FRICKING STUPID NOT EVEN MY OWN FRIENDS IN REAL LIFE BARLEY EVER SPEND TIME WITH ME BECAUSE I'M SO STUPID
I'M SO SELFISH WHY AM I HERE AGAIN OH RIGHT JUST TO SUFFER I AM SO FRICKING STUPID AND CHILDISH I CAN'T DOT HIS ANY MORE I'M JUST GONNA GIVE UP ON IT ALL
AND I DID IT AGAIN I'M SO FLIPPING CHILDISH BY BRAGGING WHY AM I EVEN HERE ALL I DO HERE IS STRESS OUT AND THEN NOT WANT TO BE ON THIS EARTH ANYMORE WHY DID GOD EVEN DECIDE TO PUT ME ON THIS PLANET?