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MIGHTYBACON888
16.08.2018 23:54
LinkI have a bunch
Sometimes I start crying because I feel horrible about not crying when my grandpa died
Sometimes I cry when I am yelled at because it makes me think of my dad
I cried more when Onyx died
I cut myself when I was 11
Maybe those will make me feel better now that I said it
confessions*
Ooh and
I am 14 years old and starting highschool but sometimes I need someone by my side to get me through the day because of my anxiety
Eeeee sorry isn't gonna help uh but yeah humans are horrible creatures we all are...
Well if it makes you feel better I started cutting at 10. and I stil lcut at 14 barely because Mia helped me through it
Awe that sucks that you went through that at 10
but atleast you got help to help you stop doing it so much ^.^
When I was 10 I just wanted to out a bullet through my head but never cut until 11
I still do feel like killing myself but if I get too bad I talk to my boyfriend about it and he helps me calm down (Of course thats only when I get to talk to him, school hasn't started yet so we have minimal contact)
I cry because I remember my grandma which the last time I ever saw her and I will always remember this. I didn't get to say goodbye. Always I'd hug her and I'd say goodbye to her and she was my favorite and she said I was her favorite. But one day... I was told she had lung cancer and brain disease... and before I could say goodbye to her the day she left.... She had already left.. I though i'd see her again but when I got home I was watching sponge bob. And my dad... said.. 'Guys.... you're grandmother passed away.." I will never forgive myself
Another reason why is that... I never remember my moms face because i had like 5 step moms abuse me including my actual mom one step mom put a gun to my head but I'm fine and my actual mom died but let's not get into that
Anyway.. I hope life gets way better for you. I'll be by your side whenever you need.
I'm sorry to hear that happened to you
I can sympathize, my father abused me, then when my parents divorced my mother and stepfather abused me and I was chased out of my home for a couple days by my uncle who was wanted by the police and I didn't get to say goodbye to my grandpa 7 years ago.
I hope life gets better for you, too. If you need someone to talk to I am usually available