Lemme type it out

Things i do when im sad I cut myself I cry myself to sleep I try to hide that im sad I think of how the earth will be better without me I CANT MAKE FRIENDS THAT STAY I try to be happy I get panic attacks My heart breaks and i cry a lot I think that im a loser that noone will like I think of how thi ngs could be better I try to be nice I get really doubtful I get bad thoughts