Also whenever I enter the ****ing school,people always stare at me and I wanna beat them to death for judging me,I’ve been Sexually Harrased about 3 times and boys keep ****ing going after me like murderers Girls stare at me and I stay away from Everyone being the outcast I am My friends forget about me when they’re other freinds are at out lunch table and boys get in my space without asking and I just don’t like school and hoemwrok stresses me out sm I wanna ****ing die rather then being in school Drawing makes me feel like a slave to my own art having to be drawing every SINGLE study hall and I hate it cause I am insercure about all my shit and hide everything I doubt myself when people say things o me and I’m just really ugly and I don’t understand why eberbhody hates me My freinds ditch me,half of them did and started to bully me and what word is so called “friends” is something I don’t really believe in,i don’t accept u as my freind right away,cause I get betrayed too much

And I know that nobody gives a shit about my life so I’m gonna ****ing shut up and fake it all so everyone thinks I’m ok when I’m not cause nobody gives shits about me so bye