I'm sick of this stupid ****ing thing called life. There's barely anyone here for me. I think...I think Rei is gone. It's my fault. Nobody would care if I just went away, forever. People hate me. I'm just a stupid loser who deserves to disappear. But I won't. You know why? Because I am not ****ing stupid. Something good has to happen to me soon...right? I'm trapped in a storm, unable to get out, but for some reason, I won't give up, I'll still try to get out even though it will probably never happen. I will not let the storm get to me, because one day I'll see the sun. I just...need some time alone. I'm sorry.